Sunshine Always Comes After the Rain

2011-09-07T10:26:00.000-07:00

我可以很勇敢

我們都傻

2011-09-01T08:11:00.000-07:00

Long Weekend Full of Love ♥♥

Super elated because its the first time to get to see my dearest BF for four days straight since he was enlisted in June. hehehe.

although we didn't do things or go to places that are special,

i still feel blissful being able to see his smile, hold his hands, stay in his arms

and most importantly, to spend time with him.

went over his house to accompany him for most of the days.

slacked and watched drama/ listened to music while he pack his stuff for army.

My boy craved for lots of good food.

Thus, we made a trip to Astons and Pizza Hut for dinner on some of the days out of the four days.

BF wanted to get mooncakes for my parents.

so we headed to Bugis to "hunt" for mummy's favourite yam mooncakes too

didn't manage to get the mooncakes at Bugis Junction though.

since we were already there, we went to shop around.

and after much request, my dearest boy finally agreed to take neoprint with me!
yayness~

our very first neoprint together ! :D

actually kinda fail as i forget how to operate the machine.

and we ended up having similar poses for every shots too. >.<

LOL

despite this, i still love the neoprint very much!
Its my desktop wallpaper now. hehes

Thank you for giving in to me although you dislike to take pics .

Love you ♥♥♥

PS : I wanna take more next time ! *hint hint*

Some pics taken during our dinner at Pizza Hut :

Somehow dardar's skin colour really resembles the " 黑人牙膏"
=X
okay, evil me ~ hahaha

I look super pale here due to the sunlight.

Mushroom soup

Honey roasted wings

spot dardar's favourite curry zazzle baked rice !

my Hawaiian pizza

our usual stupid action : placing the bones back to its original position . LOL.

Time really files, dardar needs to book in on Tues (30 August 2011 ) already.

so fast can T.T

really cant bear the long weekend to be over.

dearest love will be having his out field training for 5 days 4 nights starting from today.

which means i will not be able to receive any texts and calls from him.

:( :( :(

to my dearest boy, do press on and endure through the 5 tedious days ya?

will be giving you my support throughout.

i'm sure you can overcome and pull through everything!

All the best for your field camp ♥

Shall end the post with my gift for him on our 2.5 years anniversary :)

-Missing you like crazy~-

2011-08-31T04:51:00.000-07:00

猜不透

I wanna sing this song at KTV!

2011-08-28T00:55:00.000-07:00

Wed , 24 August 2011

Met up with BSC peeps !

had K session at Teo Heng and dinner at Katong Complex food court.

its been a long time since i last hit KTV.
i really love K sessions alot.

Anyone please Jio me out to go sing again ya ?!?!

With Vivian

Pei chuan , Zeena and me

simple and sweet day.

although we only went through 6 weeks of attachment together,

it seems like we knew each other for many many years!

Love them :)

Thurs , 25 August 2011

Accompanied Delia to straighten her hair today.

Had dim sum for lunch at Sunshine Plaza and headed off to orchard next as her appointment is at Fareast.

happy to have my cravings satisfied.

but the service level of the dim sum shop is really cui !

super impatient aunties/workers~

kinda turn off by them.
seriously ruin our mood!

Pretty Delia with her newly done hair :)

Us <3

had a great day with her !

Fri , 26 August 2011

Outing with Shu qi aka Lao gong !

PS Cafe Cartel for lunch !

ordered the set lunch which includes : a drink, soup, main course and dessert.

Soup

Main course.

the menu states grilled fish but end up, fried fish was served instead >.<

should have ordered the pasta if we know this is the case!

awwww~

Went to shop around Daiso after lunch. bought a pouch for my make ups and a cute pink basket to manage my stuffs! hehe.

Shu qi wanted to get tickets for her movie outing at night. Thus, we went off to the Cathay.

there is a flea market and we both bought a bag ! $.$

too nice to resist already~

slacked for a short while after she purchased her tickets.

lao gong :)

This chair is really nice as the background! love the colour ~

My face damn round here!

lao gong head so small ~

hahahaha

after having sufficient rest, we walked over to Bugis and continued our shopping.

trianed home around 7 pm.

on my way home, i received a random call from Hanyun as she wanted to borrow formal top from me.

accompanied her for dinner at the coffee shop around my house area.

Simin and Xueming text-ed and said they wanted to join too.

so we had a random gathering at my house!

Xue ming, hanyun , me, simin
PS : Hanyun look ghostly here =X

Four of us !

Xue ming and me.

Enjoyed my chit- chatting session with them!

2011-08-22T23:53:00.000-07:00

Durian Mooncakes

Went over to Simin's house to make durian mooncakes today !

A brief on the process :

1) Remove seeds from durians and place them into a bowl

2) Stir and cook the fresh durian into a paste-like form

(ensure that it is well mixed)

3) Grind vanilla sponge cake into fine crumbs

4) Add and mix cake crumbs with durian paste

5) Prepare mixture to achieve "Snowskin" for the mooncakes

6) Manage right portion of Snowskin and durian paste to get the end product !

Our boxes of handmade mooncakes :D

Okay, the above descriptions are somehow the shortcut version as i'm too lazy to elaborate on the full details. =X

Had lots of fun with Hanyun , HY's sis and Simin while making the mooncakes.
(Thank you Simin for guiding us)

intending to give the durian mooncakes to Bf's parents.

i hope they taste fine/nice! hehes.

2011-08-19T07:10:00.000-07:00

End of Poly Life

*blows dust away*

Hello blogger/peeps!

Handmade candies for my IPP friends and colleagues :)

Oreo cheesecake, coffee and peanut butter flavour !
i know they don't look appealing~
but it's actually quite yummy ok ! XD

packaging for the candies

hehe! so cute right? love the smiley a lot :D

Did a simple photo frame for Vivian :)

:'(

will definitely miss our lunch ,dinner and gossiping sessions!

Heart shape cookie from Vivian :D

Favourite dessert during IPP days :

Ah boling peanut soup

Woots!! Today is the end of my internship at IBM .

:DD

Finally completed the last lap of my poly life.

hehehe

Really glad that i managed to endure through everything,

conquering all the negative thoughts (such as giving up n quitting school) of mine.

been looking forward to this day for a long time already!

However, i'm feeling kinda loss on the next step to take.

sigh.

wanted to rant on the mix feelings i'm experiencing,

but words cant seem to express what/how i really feel.
filled with emptiness~
T.T

please let me go through this strongly.
.
.
.
.
.

deep down, i really envy those who are already moving on with their university life :'(

2011-07-14T08:29:00.000-07:00

Our 29th Months together :)

love this pic taken some weeks ago :)

I Love You

2011-07-10T07:49:00.001-07:00

A step nearer to lead a normal life

New hairstyle day 3

Trying to get use to my new look.

breakdown at work on that very day.

didn't have enough courage to face everyone/ everything.

feel so useless/helpless at that moment when questions/stares are thrown at me.

Just could not handle at all.

:'(
sigh.

thankfully, my supervisor is really understanding.

Although all that had happened is kinda harsh for me,

i'm glad that i'm a step nearer to lead a normal life.

jia you mic

Thank you for all the encouragements,dearest friends!
feel much better and stronger! :D

2011-06-10T08:26:00.000-07:00

Will be waiting for you wholeheartedly,

Dearest Love ♥

Faith will bring us through :)

its only the first day and i'm missing my dearest boy like crazy already.

T.T

somehow, i really wished that time could stop at that very moment .

awaiting for 24 June~!

PS : i wanna grow old with you <3

2011-06-08T09:46:00.000-07:00

All Time Favourite

At Han yun's House~

our end product :

(don't look appealing but its still edible! :X )

I Love Mushrooms ! :)

Bacon with baby tomatoes ! supper duper yummy! :D

Han yun's elder sister aka our cook of the day :D

Cute Auntie aka Han yun's Mommy !

Sushi making day with my girls!

went over to hanyun's house after work.

had lots of fun trying to put our sushi in place !

glad to have hanyun there to guide us.

my first experience to self-make sushis

woots!

i really love UNAGI sushi !!

hehehehe

wanna make more sushi soon~~

ps : i hope you feel so too

2011-05-30T06:39:00.000-07:00

The Last Lap

Formal wear every single day ~! @.@

Reporting here for the next 3 months as an intern :)

PS : i really hope IPP can pass smoothly !

kinda stress out by the working environment.

in doubt of myself on meeting the expectations.

T.T

thankfully, i'm not alone :)

Jia you Mic !!

2011-05-14T06:45:00.000-07:00

My Heart :)

Happy 27th months of love to my dearest BF! <3

2011-05-12T08:20:00.000-07:00

Nice Song :)

Never Let You Go - Janice

2011-05-04T05:50:00.000-07:00

有你真好 <3

slacking in NYP library before BSC

Loves <3

headed to Sembawang's outlet this morning for MS.

and my sweet dardar appeared behind me when i arrived at Sembawang station .

was really shocked to see him there as he didn't mention anything to me the night before.

(for that moment, i thought i was dreaming =X)

hehes.

dardar was worried that i might get lost due to my usual blur-ness.

thus, he came specially to accompany me to the outlet.

super touched by him!! *heart melts~*

<3<3

had breakfast and dardar sent me to school.

thank you for everything that you have done for me <3

PS : I Mad Love my BF! hehehe :)

2011-05-02T05:32:00.000-07:00

Happy 20th to my Dearest BF! <3

hope that you love my surprise + gift + what i've done for you .

I Heart You!

*will update on the details soon~*

2011-04-26T05:14:00.000-07:00

BSC Team 2

My friendly and nice/fun team mates! :D

some updates on TEP :

having my second stop-over (BSC) already!

Woots :)

2011-04-24T04:34:00.000-07:00

First BBQ After 3 Years

On Cab to ECP :)

Love the Scenery our pit is facing

Lao gong and me camwhoring , while the guys are busy setting up =X

Heart shape :D

Crabsticks and Hotdogs is a MUST- HAVE for BBQ !

busy dardar dealing with the packet of ice cubes.

i look super white here.

shu kee and shuqi (lao gong)

dardar and dean

wearing sk's sandals

dardar look super Uncle ~ HAHAHAAHA !

Childish guys =X

LOL

yummy curry chicken and fried rice!

My Love :)

Some group pictures :

Dean, shu kee, shuqi, me and dar

the guys

funny candid pic ! haha

Lastly, my "cool"/nice classmates in DBI0806 :)

Overall, i enjoyed myself at the BBQ.

credits to my dearest lao gong (shu qi)

thank you for putting in so much effort on organising this event!

without you, our bbq wouldn't be successful.

辛苦你了!

*PS : sorry for not being able to help out much due to TEP.

2011-04-21T04:13:00.000-07:00

Sogurt~

Getting to choose your preferred flavour and amount of yoghurt you wished to have .

green apple and peach flavour! :D

pretty lao gong :)

fatty me =X

Love the ambience of the shop !

especially the cute design of the tables :)

meet up with shu qi (lao gong ) and sk for dinner :)

walked around and tried Sogurt before heading home !

super tasty :D

Thank you shu qi (lao gong) for the super cute phone casing

LOVE IT !

2011-04-20T23:42:00.000-07:00

The Farewell I Dreaded

Last day with my maid, Eileen.

she is returning to her country today.

:'(

From me to her

Thank you for taking good care of me during the period of time you are here.

you are really a great friend to me whom will always listen to my rantings at home.

cant bear to say goodbye but i know your son needs you more than we do.

please take good care and

do stay strong and happy always.

best wishes to you and your family.

i'll miss you deeply.

2011-04-19T22:27:00.000-07:00

Happy Moments - Part 3

16 April 2011

had a belated celebration with dardar for our 26th months(14 April) together :D

went town for movie.

caught Scream 4 and the show is kinda gross to me.

super bloody T.T

headed to Heeren and dine at WARAKU next.

its my virgin trip there.

dearest love <3

our drinks

appetizer

side dish : thumbs up for this! :D

chicken pasta with miso cream sauce

cant wait to eat his fried rice~~!

and the side dish too! =X LOL

our dessert! yummy max :D

loves :)

walked around town as we were super full from our dinner.

shopped a little at taka randomly and we stop by at Guess

as dardar wanted to see which is the wallet i adore.

the Guess at taka didn't have the colour i want.

thus, we headed to the nearest store that have the stock.

didn't know dardar planned to get the wallet for me

until he told the sales assistant to get a new one.

was really shocked and touched!

woots

mad happy!!! hehehe

thank you love! :D

My pink guess wallet !! hehe :D

(-(00)-)

so difficult to take nice picture with iphone!

no skill =X

a really blissful day with dardar !

thank you for everything.

I HEART YOU ALWAYS

shall end the post with this :

cuteness right ??? :)

2011-04-19T07:47:00.000-07:00

Happy Moments - Part 2

15 April 2011

Group picture of ELDC (2011 period 1) :D

Vivian and me :)

ps: she look like my sis, Melissa

(noticed her from day 1! =X)

Today marks the last day of ELDC.

woots.

survived 6 full weeks!

finally no need to touch coding anymore.

:DD

throughout, its super stressful to meet Mr Woon's expectations.

lucky Ms Ann is there to assist me with my programming.

really thankful for her :)

hehe.

anyway, its a slack slack day for me.

went to school only for the sake of pizzas!

(we ordered 10 boxes of pizzas using $200 fund by Mr Fuan.)

shiok ahhhh!

Mr Fuan released us early too.

went home to slack alittle and went off to meet shu qi and shu kee for dinner at 85 market.

had a great catch up with her! :D

BYE BYE ELDC!:)

2011-04-17T09:02:00.000-07:00

Happy Moments - Part 1

11 April 2011

I'M OFFICIALLY A LEGAL DRIVER!!

*screams super duper loudly*

:DD

super happy me with my temporary licence :DD

had my traffic police test today!

was kinda disheartened from my warm up session.

the instructor who took me this time is really an impatient one.

causing me to loose my confidence before the test.

i really think SSDC should improve on their service level.

not my first bad experience with them already can!

lucky i get to pass this time,

else i will really write in to complain on the poor service i received.

ok, back to tp!

i think i almost screwed up during test.

firstly, i couldn't do my parallel parking!

attempted/redo it for 2 times and failed.

almost gave up but on my third try, i decided to just anyhow turn the steering!

and the lucky me managed to get into the parking slot.

yayness!

(was slightly close to the right but still in the slot)

next, was my S course.

yes! the one that killed me for my past two test.

was really phobia of it and i'm really scared that i will strike the kerb again.

but this time, i turned my steering with a blanked mind

and the next thing i know, i'm out of the S course already!!!

very lucky again!

Lastly, was my lane changing.

there were lots of heavy vehicle after my U- turn.

so i really took a hard time changing lane!

couldn't get to the left lane at a go.

i think my tester awarded me marks for that

T.T

the test last about 30 mins.

went back to the de- brief room after test.

i really thought that i couldn't make it this time round again.

but my tester announced that i passed my test!

was mad happy upon hearing the news!!

hehehe.

:DDD

dardar came to accompany me to make my licence.

(called him straight for the good news :D)

my wish came true :)
i'm really glad that i managed to overcome the circuit

wanna drive to ikea soonnnnn ~~

:DD
PS : i hope i'm not a road hazard then! :X

2011-04-17T02:54:00.000-07:00

Hellooooo :)

Just wanna say : i really miss blogging !

will be posting soon

2011-03-16T23:20:00.000-07:00

Graduation Show

went over to national library after tep today

to support Hanyun and Jun peng(dou)'s graduation show for design students.

refreshment are provided.

love the pasta!(didn't take pic)

yum yum. hehe

group pic : anna, me, hanyun, yi hui :)

Anna and her sister Elieen :)

individual shots with hanyun aka hanhan

failed shot with pudding camera =X

can someone teach me the right way to use it ? haha

Rui feng and dou :)

me and dou :)

Hanhan's design :

Dou's design :

dou and his product !

the shape of his product look abit funny though =X

dou's name card :)

love the quote on it.

简单就是美

home sweet home next.

PS : was really tired to the extent that i feel like falling a sleep while walking :(

2011-03-14T22:57:00.000-07:00

Another month through together <3

had an early celebration a week ago as dardar will be working today (14 March)

side dish

my sweet and sour spaghetti :)

dardar's favourite curry chicken rice :)

我的贴心dardar <3

you and me , 你和我 <3

just for you , dearest love.

真的很珍惜你, 希望你知道 <3

hope dardar love what i got and did for you. Muacks :)

2011-03-13T08:31:00.000-07:00

The night before ah Ben becomes a man

Met up with usual gang to have a meal together the night before ah Ben got enlisted.

ah Ben surprised us with his shiny bare head!

hahaha.

he went to shave his hair before the meet up.

so not used to it!

and he keep saying he look like a monk/ his head super light/ its super airy

-.-

haha.

bling bling head =X

(trying to siam the camera)

Went to have zhi char at Kemangan .

the shop name :

it has a long stretch of shops and all owned by Seng Kee.

food was quite okay :)

group picture (featuring ah Ben) after eating! slacked and chit chatted too.

Anna and me on bus home.

To Ah Ben :

take care and all the best for your NDU k !

hope you can book out soon

: D

2011-03-12T07:46:00.000-08:00

Week 1 of TEP (7 March - 11 March)

TEP : Teaching Enterprise Project

Rush like mad every morning just to chiong and log in to the system for attendance [at 9 am sharp ): ]

Favourite Chocolate Milk

( somehow the packaging is different now)

missed those times when dardar always get it specially for me from nyp cheers in the morning during year 1 :)

我的小馒头！

$10 worth of sweets/snacks

bought it with dardar's Fairprice voucher!

happy happy!

thank you dardar <3

Self intro assignment

got into ELDC for my first stop over. will be heading to BSC for my next one.

attachment life is really a boring one as everything becomes a routine.

have to endure the hours from 9am to 5.30 pm daily in school.

and this will go on for three whole months before having my IPP at external companies.

felt kinda alone/lonely as most of them are from the same class where cliques are already formed before hand.

:( :( :(

sigh. how i wish i can graduate with my current class.

with my loved ones, shu qi (lao gong) , Xu Ai and dearest dardar.

of course my other classmates too.

anyway, learnt flash and a little photoshop for the first 3 days of the week.

got to do a one minute self intro with flash and present it on coming Tuesday.

ahhhh.

hope everything goes smoothly!

dardar will be working on 11 th to 20th March.

10 days straight ! T.T

sure miss him like crazy.

thanks for fetching me home from school these 4 days.

deeply appreciated !

i love you, dearest dardar <3

hehehe

2011-02-28T06:23:00.000-08:00

Last Paper

Global Supply Chain down!

woots :)

finally over.

almost died while memorizing all the chapters.

trained to bugis with Xu Ai and met up with Shu qi after our paper.

dine at Let's Sweet .

overall, i find that there is a lack of variety for their cooked food

and the desserts they serve are not tasty too.

disappointing experience

Xu Ai left after lunch.

Shu qi and me went shopping and we bought KOI .

bused to Cathay next and slacked at Frolick while waiting for the guys to reach.

first time having it!

hehe

caught the movie "no strings attached" .
thumbs up for it.
:)
headed home after the movie while the rest went to have dinner.

2011-02-27T08:38:00.000-08:00

Surprise

Greetings from my super clean xiao pui !

yups, this is the surprise from dardar.
he took our dearest small piggy soft toy, xiao pui home for a bath!
didn't know the whole plan till i saw xiao pui a week after he brought home.
was so delighted upon seeing her.
hehehe
just like a brand new one when dardar gave me as a gift a few months before.
*smiles widely*

now, the process of transforming a black xiao pui to clean and white xiao pui :

poor xiao pui "swimming" =X

hahahas.
dardar's mummy took xiao pui to soak her in water with some washing powder for 3 whole days.
next was to hang her up to air dry for about 3 days too!
so just nice a week to transform.
hehe
辛苦 both xiao pui and dardar's mummy 了。

Front View :)
back : puipui, front right : xiao pui , front left : dua pui

back view :)

now comparing with my piggy soft toy family,
xiao pui is officially the cleanest!
hehe.
pui pui and dua pui are so jealous of her that they don't acknowledge her as xiao pui!
LOL
=X

okok, enough of my crapping : P

thank you dardar for the surprise!
Loves <3

2011-02-22T01:18:00.000-08:00

Study Day

Met up with anna at bedok to study today.

Managed to finish my notes

woots!

to reward ourselves for our hard work of the day,

we went to have 好料 for dinner.

dine at Kung Fu Paradise at Bedok Point.

Anna Liow :)

the chairs in the restaurant are transparent!

anna and me don't dare to sit on them at first as we are afraid that it will break or something.

haha =X

Siew Mai

Crab Spaghetti

Chicken Sausage Baked Rice

With our Food . super yummy! :)

liow and me :)

cute pens newly bought by me! :D

Will be having the very last paper of my poly life ,Global Supply Chain on 28 Feb.

ahhh hate gsc as there are tons of things to memorize T.T

hope that my brain have sufficient storage space to do so!

hahaha.

Jia You to all having exams and presentations!

2011-02-17T00:58:00.000-08:00

Rabbit New Year

finally updating my post for Chinese new year on the last day! haha.

New year eve :

reunion lunch at maternal grandma place and reunion dinner at paternal grandma place.

all busy watching tv~

dardar came along for my reunion lunch before heading off to Malaysia ! :D

maggie and I :)

daddy drove us around aimlessly after dinner as we didn't know where to go.

then, we ended up at marina barrage!
very random. haha

love the scenery there~

sisters :)

sis took a shot of me passing the umbrella to them! so funny! lol

with dearest mummy <3

went to have supper at chai chee
and we headed home to countdown for new year.
at 12 am, my cute daddy shouted " HUAT AH! " out of the window.

and surprisingly,

got people answer him by shouting "HUAT AH!" back to us!

super funny. hehes

i love the moment when everyone gave their wishes to each other when new year arrived.

Pics on Chinese New Year Day 1 :

My super high wedge !

Went to watch the movie "Shao lin" with family at night.

it was super nice and touching .

hehe.

in the cinema eating pop corns! haha

Pics on Chinese New Year Day 2 :

took a 全家福 before heading out for visiting! ("V")

Melissa and me :)

Ah jie and me :)

Met up with lao gong (shuqi) in the night .

wanted to go her house 拜年 initially but her daddy went visiting.

so we went to have dinner and trained to River Ang Bao after eating.

Lao po and Lao gong :D

the big 财神爷 at river ang bao.

taken with my phone so not very clear.

haha

Pics on Chinese New Year Day 3 :

yay! finally dardar is back from Malaysia :D

hehe

dardar came over to 拜年 and we headed off to

Pasir ris Xing Wang Cafe for lunch.

Mushroom soup with you tiao.

nice nice :)

dardar's curry chicken rice

my fish fillet rice with egg

whole table full of food!

both of us ate alot =x

yum yum~

my love ! ("V")

caught the movie "最强喜事" after lunch and we headed off to grandma place for the

CNY party hosted at her house.

overall, Chinese New Year was a great one! Collected lots of ang baos

and also eaten lots of yummy goodies.

我爱新年! :D

Lastly, 元宵节快乐 ! :)

2011-02-14T00:28:00.000-08:00

To my dearest dardar,

Thank you for what you have done for me over the past two years.

We have been through a lot and i really do appreciate and cherish you very much.

i'm really glad to meet you and have you staying by my side always.

Being together with you makes me really blissful.

Thank you for loving me.

i heart you always :)

Happy Valentines' Day and Anniversary dearest love! ("V")

我们的爱，会胜过一切。

只爱你，李佳豪

*Muacks*

PS : Happy Valentines' Day peeps!

May all of you have a blast one !
(i had mine :D)

Love is in the air~~ : D

2011-02-08T19:57:00.000-08:00

The Day I Yearned For .

First good news of the new year :
i'm officially recovered from lymphoma !

went back to SGH for check up today.
got to know my scan result.
Dr Lynn says that my result is good and that no more active cancer cells are found.
which means, my nightmare is finally over!
WOOTS !! :D
had lots of mix feelings upon hearing the news from her.
(ps : for that moment, i really wish you were here)
but happiness filled me the most ! hehes :D

its a super long journey.
at times, the thought of giving up often strikes me.
thus, i guess i couldn't survived through the battles without having faith.
so, do look on the bright side of life everyone! :)
as faith will eventually bring us through the lowest point of our lives.

apart from having/keeping faith, the supports and wishes from my dearest family, friends, classmates/ sch mates whom love me a lot plays a great part too! :D
THANK YOU SO MUCH ! :)

i really hope i can be blessed with good health from now!
its still a long long way for me to stay as healthy as before.
but i will stay strong and work hard for it!

shall end this post with my believe;
sunshine will always appear after the rain :)

to those who are having a hard time now,
do hang on and endure a little more as everything soon be over! :)

CHEERS!
:D

2011-02-03T01:18:00.000-08:00

Happy Chinese New Year ! :D

First family photo taken in the new year!

("V")

sisters, according to birth order! hehehe

for this rabbit year, all that i wish for is to be able to stay healthy with everyone whom i love :)

hope that all of you will get to collect tons of ang baos, eat lots of goodies and also, win lots of ka chinggg $$$ for new year! :D

do remember to drink lots of water and take good care of yourselves too!

新年快乐,万事如意!
dong dong dong dong chiang~~

2011-01-31T19:05:00.000-08:00

Lack of updates!

January is a super busy month for me.

projects are all packed up.

and my birthday celebrations stands a part too.

hehe

shall blog about my birthday if i have the time :)

thank you for all the presents and celebrations once again!

loves.

Anyway, Entre day is over!

woots!

super delightful upon this.

i really dislike Entre a lot =x

as it is a super tedious module.

had our presentation on Jan 29 .

the judges ask/shoot many questions!

so nervous and scary.

luckily, my group managed to counter them.

i guess all our hard work are paid off.

hehes

*smiles widely*

My group members !

hector, elton,huijun (jun mei), kim and me

jun mei and jun jie :)

the girls!

hector aka du shen (he calls himself that) and elton

lastly, my dear Xu ai and me !

thank you for your blazer and waiting for my presentation to be over :D

CNY is round the corner~~!

somehow, i didn't have the shopping mood for new year clothings this year.

actually, i do enjoy the shopping part.

however, i'm really disappointed as i didn't/can't seemed to get something nice during my shopping trips.

and i got so sad that i kinda give up on getting clothing and stuff.

but Shawn (korkor) got me two nice dresses when i accompanied him for shopping that day.

xie xie <3

to add on, i got myself a pair of wedges which i love it max!

the dresses and wedges really cheered me up!

hehehe.

did spring cleaning for my room today!

i'm really lazy whenever spring cleaning sits in

but i'm really proud that i managed to kick my laziness away to clear my messy room.

TA DAAAA!!

neat table! huhu~

okay maybe not as neat as compared to your room =x

but already super neat for me.

hahahaha.

met up with lao gong (shuqi) at bugis in the evening.

dine at fei cui

my pork wanton ramen

lao gong's zha jiang mian

ordered my fav xiao long bao to share!! woots!

yummy max. hehe

shopped around bugis street after dinner.

got ourselves tops /dress and shorts.

and also lao gong's shoes for new year.

a great meet up with her!<3

hehes.

thanks for accompanying me when i did my nails.

not really a good job done as the salesperson is a newcomer of that shop.

however, shes really nice. so i didn't complain or smth. :)

shall end my post with my new specs box!!

so cute! hehehe.

May February be a great month to us! :D

2011-01-16T00:01:00.000-08:00

Happy Birthday to ME ! :)

officially twenty!

omg.. i really hit the big '2' already.

goodbye teenage~

hello adulthood !

(consider YOUNG adult okay! =x)

Made three wishes when the clock strikes 12 am just now.

please let my wishes come true.

Thank you for those(dearest friends/peeps) who wished me on facebook, sms and twitter!

Delia and Jin yu, who called me specially :)

and also for the celebrations held for me!

Love all of you lots!

-hoping to have a new start-

keep fighting mic!

2010-12-31T00:01:00.000-08:00

Last day of year 2010.

2010 is a long and tedious year for me.
been through a lot as my health was somehow taken away from me.
got to know that i'm diagnosed with lymphoma.
and its really a nightmare for me to face mentally and physically.
through out, i can only accept, bear and endure my pain/ heartaches/ insecurity and loneliness.
often, the word "screwed" is only what i can think of to describe my life. :((

however, i'm glad that i managed to finish/ overcome my battles before the end of 2010.
with my dearest family , Shawn(korkor) and friends who always give me their love and support constantly.
although my 2010 is filled with darkness,
they are my sunshine lighting up my world, giving me the strength to carry on fighting.
i really feel fortunate to have all of them with me.
这样就够了 :)
Now , for this coming new year 2011,
i hope that i can lead my life healthily and happily with everyone i love a lot.
(wishing them to be healthy and happy too of course. hehe)
ahhhhhh~
i wanna be a stronger person too.
jia you jia you mic! :D
Lastly, to my readers : happy new year in advance!
Do enjoy your new year eve! :)
*shouts * 2011 会更好 !

2010-12-29T08:11:00.000-08:00

Galaxy S

AHHH~

i really want to get/change this phone badly.

daddy please agree!!

i promise i'll be a good girl.

*wish wish wish*

2010-12-28T06:29:00.000-08:00

A few more days to go and its the end of 2010.

time really files.

looking forward to the year 2011.

a brand new year, hopefully a new start for me! :D

(to lead a happy and healthy life)

some random pics of Christmas presents :

gifts from me to my lovely baby Milos !

huijun (jun mei) and hui yi too

to my beloved shuqi (lao gong)

cookies given by mmj

travel tag with my name on

from yun di (yun dear) and cheryl (chicken)

bunny from hanyun

sticky candy from huijun (jun mei)

Lastly cute piggy from shu qi (lao gong) ! :D

had gift exchange with sisters.

and i got a bag and necklace from maggie.

too lazy to take pic so never upload.hehe.

love the gifts alot .

thank you! :D

ps : hope korkor like the gift from me :)

2010-12-27T21:17:00.000-08:00

19 DEC 2010, Sunday :

advance Christmas with Sixies :)

met up at orchard.
shopped, slacked , dine and exchanged gifts
lovely day <3

saw a Santa at some random shop!

so we went to take a pic with him.

this friendly Santa gave us a candy each :D
so sweet~

individual shots with my Sixies :

mmj and me

han han and me

delia and me

liow and me

didn't take with xue ming as she only join us during late evening :)

some snack that hanhan brought back from japan!!

nice nice :)

log cake baked by mmj

yum yum~

ta da~ gifts from sixies :D

what we got for each other :

anna - nail polish

simin - face wash from face shop

delia - lip gloss

xueming - bikini

mic- fake eye lashes

hanyun- necklace and headband

settled down at lucky plaza's mac for our gift exchange time!

hehe.

draw lots to determine who to give our presents to.

and i got the bikini from xueming.

anna got the fake eye lashes from me !

she gave me a pair to try on.

delia stick it on for me as it is the

first time in my life to put fake lashes.

(dunno how to put it on =X)

and i'm amazed by the difference!

now my eyes look bigger and the lashes look so long from my side view.

if only those were my real lashes~

dream on! =X

HAHAHA

liow and me with the fake lashes on :D

more pics with mmj and han han :)

Finally/Lastly, a group picture for the day!!

SIXIES

love the five of them lots :D

great great day !

2010-12-24T21:27:00.000-08:00

Merry Christmas Peeps! :)

its christmas eve today!

do enjoy your parties in this season of joy with your loved ones!!

woots :D

i really love the month december

as my favourtie season , christmas is here !

and spending this day with someone/everyone special to me will make my day .

hehe

ahhh.... i'm super broke from purchasing the presents!

but its worthwile to spend on everyone i love :)

*shy*

received some small gifts from huijun(jun mei) , shuqi( lao gong) , nypco gang and sixies.

thank you <33

hope that all of you like my small gifts too.

going shu kee house to celebrate with polymates later :)

hope you will/can be here too.

ps : all i want for christmas is you.

2010-12-21T00:39:00.000-08:00

我搞不懂我们的爱怎么了.

can't reach you when i need you.

don't seem to feel my importance anymore.

:'(

2010-12-15T09:49:00.000-08:00

Tears Flowing Down

although i've completed my battles, i restricted myself to be too happy over it

as i know that i will not be able to take it if anything bad happens again.
i'm really in doubt/fear deep down.
:(
thoughts on whether my nightmare is officially over,
and if i can regain and lead my life how it used to be
strikes me.
i'm really afraid that the fact of me overcoming everything is a dream.
has all the bad things really gone far far away from me?
please don't come and look for me again.
please be over.
T.T
filled with insecurity.
failed to be strong.
i wanna live my life to the fullest,
with eveyone who i love alot .
but..can i ?
recently, i'm feeling really lonely.
cant seem to voice out my thoughts to anyone but myself.
overwhlemed with emotions.

i need you.
你知道吗?

2010-12-14T07:54:00.000-08:00

Hello peeps! :D

finally, all my tests and presentations are over !!

huhu! ultimate yayness~!

i'm so so so stress over the past few weeks.

i think i kinda did badly for my entre presentation.

this is my first time presenting to my new class.

omg, the feeling is totally different .

好陌生.

sigh~hope that overall won't turn out to be too bad.

on a happier note,

i can now enjoy my semi- early term break! woohoo :D

(wed and thurs no class but got a lesson on fri! >.< thats why semi-early =x)

hehe.

the picture above was taken at SGH.

went back for my check -up today.

daddy came to fetch me from school at 2pm.

and i was left alone at hospital as he needs to rush off for work.

so i waited all by myself for my turn.

super super long.

all i did was sitting down , staring blankly into space.

my butt hurts after that!

my appointment was at 4pm as stated.

however, i think i only managed to see my doctor at 5plus pm.

so slow!

waited till the clinic is almost empty!

it was fully packed when i first reached here.

can imagine how long i waited hor?

thankfully, daddy came back around 4plus :)

and that is what he did while waiting!

taking his shoes off and sleep!

so i decided to take his unglam pic

HAHAHA

got really bored~

thats explains my expression

我等到花儿也谢了~

(dunno my chinese correct anot wor. haha)

having totally nothing to do, i started playing with my cam. hehe

what i've taken :

LOL =x

showed daddy the pics after he finished talking on phone.

and he comment that i'm crazy!

hahaha.

he tried deleting his unglam pic of him taking off shoes and sleep but failed!

(cos he don't know how to use my phone + i snatched it back too. WAHAHA)

with my dearest daddy :)

i love him to the max !! <3

hehe.

trying to siam me =x

me : daddy, 我的plan 要到了，你买电话给我leh. for 我的birthday present 可以吗?

(ps: my plan ending on coming january.)

daddy : 可以，我画给你ok !

me : =.=

he still takes his pen out, wanting to draw on me because there is no paper around!

omg~

anyway, my check up was okay :)

doctor says that my blood count is normal and that everything is considered stable.

i'll just have to visit her every 2 months now.

daddy then asked if i have to do a scan as mentioned before.

and my doctor replied that it is not a must as my scan results i did previously is already negative.

however, to be safe, she decided to arrange the scan for me.

will be doing my scan on 7th january.

hope that everything will be fine!

PS: please be more independent mic.

2010-12-10T16:30:00.000-08:00

RECENT

have not been updating.
too busy for school work.
had many test to take and projects presentations are coming up.

somehow, i'm not looking forward to school everyday.
don't feel like attending lessons and have no motivation for work :(
totally filled with loneliness ~

just wanna announced that i have officially fight/completed all my battles !!
won my last/12th battle on last thursday! 2 december 2010 :DD
will be going back to SGH on 14 dec for my check up.
need to do a scan after that.
*finger cross for the results*

its been a long and tedious journey for me to endure and overcome.
to my dearest friends and family,
thank you for supporting me with your loves, care and concerns :)
they are my strength that kept me going/fighting to the end.
really appreciate them deeply and feel super fortunate to have all of you with me.
Love everyone of you alot alot! <33

will be back to update during term break :)

PS : i really hope things will stay the same way.

2010-11-23T16:32:00.000-08:00

love my pink-ish Itouch and nails :)
hu hu~

(first time trying this colour which looks like candy to me! weeeee:D )

pretty shu qi (lao gong) and Xu Ai

hearts them alot alot ! :D

8am lesson today.

tuedays are always dreadful to me.

i really dislike isect.

and entre is driving me crazy.

our project don't seem to be progressing smoothly.

was really demoralized for this module.

don't know why, my group's business ideas just can't work out and the submission for ICA 1 is just next week.

T.T

stress~~

met up with Shuqi(lao gong) and Xu Ai around evening.

had dinner, chit chatted and shopped for lao gong's "suit" for her birthday at bugis.

:DD

trained home around 9 pm.

they really brighten up my day! :)

hope Xu Ai will like the dress from lao gong and me.

happy that we managed to surprise her!

hehe.

i really hope that the idea i discussed with huijun( jun mei) on the phone just now can work,

and that everything will pass smoothly.
goodnight.

2010-11-21T04:23:00.000-08:00

injection (for boosting of white blood cells) again this morning.

(had one on friday too! need to take two doses each time in order to not have low blood cout before my battles)

the injection was really painful!

T.T

but i'm glad that it is finally my last dose for my last battle on coming thursday!

hehe.

usually, i will go to my family clinic where my kind family doctor, DR KOH will take care of my injections.

he did not charged me even though i offered him!

Dr Koh is really my best family doctor i ever had :D

and so,

i've bought a card and wrote a thank you message for him! :)

front of the card :)

my message to DR Koh :)

(omg my hand writing is horrible! did not touch on writing matertials for a very long time! hahaha =x)

offically, 4 more days to go!

i really hope my nightmare will be over then.

where i can regain my health and lead my simple life like how i always yearn/wish to.

11 : 11 please come true, will you?

*wishes*

2010-11-16T04:19:00.000-08:00

朋友不曾孤单过

一声朋友你会懂

还有伤还有痛

还要走还有我

2010-11-15T03:46:00.000-08:00

went to school for marketing lecture and entre project discussion today :)

huijun( jun mei ) gave me a very cute gift in class!

she says these tic tacs 让她想起我, so she gave them to me!

so sweet of her! thank you jun mei !

my favourtie sweets/candy (apart from gummy bears) since young!

i love orange flavour the most!

hehe.

my dinner,

unagi rice bowl!

yums yums :D

lastly, oreo muffins baked by simin(mmj) !

she came specially and pass them to me at my bus stop.

(V)

super yummy.

hehe.

i'm a happy girl with many sweet/nice friends revolving around me!

woots!

hearts all of them lots :)

PS : -the truth hurts. but what is more hurting is when you realised that the person you trust told you a lie.

-forgiving a person/matter is easy, but forgetting them is tough.

2010-11-13T03:09:00.000-08:00

Daddy's Big Day !

my best/cute daddy with his cake :)

Daddy and Mummy! always that loving :)

had a belated celebration for daddy today!

(didn't celebrate on 11/11 as my battle was held that day)

wanted to dine at tepanyaki initially but the queue was super long.

so we headed to Soup Resturant for dinner instead!

ordered the set meal.
which includes : carrot&corn soup, fried rice, prawn with egg tofu, chicken, veg, deer with spring onion
the serving is really big!

couldnt finished all the food.

overall, i find the dishes there quite tasty!
:)

i really love to have family dinner and outing!!

as they never fail to give me the super cosy feeling.

hehe.

shopped around with mag and mel after dinner.

bought a top and skirt.
(ka ching gone $.$)

at 9.20 pm, we met mummy+ daddy +ah jie + ahjie bf and headed to the cinema to catch this :

(mag, mel and me ran like hell because we thought we are late !! >.<)

i thought unstoppable will be a boring show,

but it turned out to be super exciting instead!

my heart almost pop out while watching!

haha.

home sweet home next.

short but lovely day!

To my flu bug : please go away soon~

i'm suffering with you!

so shooooo~ =X

2010-11-11T02:05:00.000-08:00

Best Daddy In The World

Happy Birthday Daddy,

my greatest man on earth!

thank you for what you've done for our family and me.

i love you

(V)

PS : today is the 11/11 and i had my 11th battle down!
woots :D
please let my wish at 11:11 pm come true!

2010-11-10T01:30:00.001-08:00

Week 4 of School

shall update abit about school.

unlike my classmates from DBI 0806 who are having their attachment for the last semester,

i'm currently studying my remaining 4 modules :
Entrepreneurship,Global Supply Chain, Internet Marketing and Info-Security

which i differed last semester due to my health condition.

will be graduating 1 semester later than my batch as i need to push back my attachement.

(TEP and IPP)

was really sad with fact that i cannot graduate with my friends but i got over it as time passes .

晓君，身体健康最重要! :)

jun mei and jun jie ! :)

was really worried of being alone for this sem deep down.

but i'm glad that i have huijun(jun mei) around!
joined her class for my 4 modules.
got to group with elton, kim, hector and jun mei for my projects!
happy happy.
lets jia you for our sem! huat ah! hahahaa.

went to have my check up ytd at SGH after school.
glad that everything went smoothly!
my infection has fully recovered
and i will be having my 11th battle tomorrow.
second last to go.
fight on mic !
:D

-thank you korkor for taking off to accompany me (V)-

2010-11-08T23:15:00.000-08:00

at bedok Mac :)

she got mad with her fringe so i offer to help her place nicely!

HAHA

cam-whore in the toilet =x

love her (V)

meet up with xueming (mmg) after her work today.

shopped around at bedok.

snacked and also bought bubble tea!

got entre lecture today but i skipped

bad girl. hehehe

feel so loss with school work due to my two weeks of absence from school.

sigh~.

please let this semseter pass smoothly .

2010-11-07T22:45:00.000-08:00

Long Weekend

stayed at home for most of the days after i got discharged.
(went to school for GSC on thursday though.)
friday is a public holiday, so everyone has a long weekend inculding me .
however, i feel that it seemed to be no difference for me
as i'm restricted/deprived from doing lots of stuff i love.
stepping out of house is a NONO for me as my daddy wants me to stay at home.
:(
sigh~
was quite depressed at first.
but shawn(korkor) managed to "persuade" daddy to bring me out for breakfast today!
was really happy and looking forward to it the night before.
hehehe.
feel so blissful even though the destination is only at Bedok.
(2 bus- stops from my house)

happy me preparing and waiting for him to arrive :)

our yummy breakfast ! woots (V)

big breakfast is love! hehes

korkor ordered two burgers for himself !

too hungry(plus tan chi) le..

hahaa!

busy adding sauce to his sausage mcmuffin! :)

us :D

went to walk around at bedok pasa malam after eating.

didnt manage to shop when it first open a month ago!

bought a top and a key chain with my name on it.

hehe

bused home next.

虽然只是短短的几个小时，我真的过的很开心。

谢谢你

2010-11-03T20:19:00.000-07:00

Home Sweet Home .

finally got discharged yesterday!

(after 8 long days)

daddy came to deliver breakfast at 8plus am.

he bought bee hoon for me.

yum yum.

waited whole morning for the nurse to get back to me with the instructions of my main doctor.

bathed, changed and packed up.

daddy went to collect my medication and we left the hospital around 3plus pm.

after 20 mintues of car ride, i'm finally home!

everything seem so unfamiliar to me.

my bed, puipuis, room, tv, toilet and more.
really not used to all of them!
rolled to bed at 11plus pm and i slept all the way to 12pm today!
12 hours plus of sleep.
woots.
:D
happy that i'm able to accomplish that as i
will wake up at 7 am sharp daily with my tummy calling for food during my stay at SGH!
i got used to eating early when staying there.
having breakfast at 9am,
lunch at 12 pm
and dinner at 6pm!
(thats why i never failed to feel hungry early morning with the early dinner i had the day before)
haha.
all i do is eat and sleep and eat.
similar to a pig's lifestyle man !
LOL=x

now, pictures time :D

(in random order)

handsome yeye!

my cute grandfather(yeye) playing with the nurse's stethoscope. he asked me to take picture for him!

(he even pose like a doctor pretending to listen to my grandma's heartbeat.haha!)

my grandma, mummy and me couldn't stop laughing!

food from the hospital!

not very tasty =x

my medications!

the tablets increases from 7 to 10!

T.T

got a surprise from jonanne jiejie, chin teck and liting!

they got someone to deliver a get well balloon to me!

love it lots!

message written on a card from them! hehe..

ziwei, yueling, yundi, khai vern, cheryl came to visit me on wednesday before co!

they gave me this cute bunny !

got my favourite ribbon!

hehe :D

photoframe and handmade card from hui yi!

really sweet of her!

(V)

she came to visit me on thursday with her cute sister!

and her sister gave me this!

yum yum.

lovely flowers from jacjac!

she came with joanne jiejie and liting on thursday too!

hehe.

she told me to use the cup for brushing after the flowers die! =x

funny funny.

super cute pen from lfy!

she gave it to me when she drop by during work!

the cute creature will move everytime i write!

hehe:D

itouch from korkor

(V)

got transferred to isolation ward on thursday night.

the entrance of the ward.

the view i saw from my ward!

there are two doors and just nice the nurse counter is outside my ward.

i could not step out of these doors during my stay !

my name :D

all the small little dots align on my hand are the marks from the needles that poke me

painful.

had to put in this plug(the yellow colour in the pic) for medication to be dripped to my body.
and it needs to be changed every 3 days!

sad.

my poor hand with blue blacks.

my patient's tag.

the overview of my ward.

hang my bunny on this! hehee.

(so that i can get to see it everytime)

the machine used to take my blood pressure and also oxygen level.

the buttons to adjust my bed.

it has three extra buttons(for me to adjust the lightings)

compared to the beds in the normal ward.

so cool!

the big big "real" tv !

it has lots of channels including radio channels too!

haha.

now guess what is behind this door?

ANSWER :

TA-DAAA !!

the TOILETTTTT!
dont look like hospital but hotel's one hor?

really class to me.

hehe.

back view of the door :)

the big big mirror :)

sink and dustbin.

the clean toilet bowl!

the toilet paper is super soft and smooth too!

the shower area.

my model to pose and show how i bath! hahahahahaa! =x

mummy look fierce here!

(she didnt want to take picture but i secretly took)

my cute cute daddy!

love them lots (V)

because i'm staying in the insolation ward, everyone needs to wear/put on a mask when they come to visit me.

so does dua pui!

=xx

hahaa!

the nurses laugh when they saw it!

hehe..

testing dua pui's blood pressure with the device attached to her hand.hahaha! =x

daddy so cute in this picture! hehe..

he told me he wants to sleep

and i pass dua pui for him to hug!

hahaa..

dua pui listening to korkor's heartbeat!

hahahaha!

so funny

Last picture,

packing up before going home.

super messy hor?

although i've recovered and got back home,

i still feel insecure deep down,

not able to stop feeling worried that something bad will happen again.

i'm really phobia of hospital now.

and i really hope that my last two battles can be smooth sailing.

*pray pray pray*

shall be a good girl and listen to daddy!

wearing mask out to school :)

last 2 battles to go.

endure endure endure mic!